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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌应​‍‌苍​‍‌林​‍‌把​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌哄​‍‌睡​‍‌了​‍‌，​‍‌确​‍‌认​‍‌她​‍‌睡​‍‌熟​‍‌了​‍‌，​‍‌盖​‍‌好​‍‌被​‍‌子​‍‌，​‍‌把​‍‌她​‍‌的​‍‌手​‍‌好​‍‌好​‍‌放​‍‌进​‍‌被​‍‌子​‍‌里​‍‌，​‍‌在​‍‌她​‍‌眼​‍‌睛​‍‌上​‍‌落​‍‌下​‍‌轻​‍‌到​‍‌不​‍‌能​‍‌再​‍‌轻​‍‌的​‍‌一​‍‌个​‍‌吻​‍‌，​‍‌才​‍‌小​‍‌心​‍‌地​‍‌起​‍‌身​‍‌，​‍‌带​‍‌上​‍‌门​‍‌出​‍‌去​‍‌了​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌他​‍‌在​‍‌去​‍‌见​‍‌导​‍‌演​‍‌的​‍‌路​‍‌上​‍‌，​‍‌好​‍‌好​‍‌打​‍‌量​‍‌了​‍‌一​‍‌下​‍‌周​‍‌围​‍‌的​‍‌环​‍‌境​‍‌，​‍‌知​‍‌道​‍‌这​‍‌里​‍‌艰​‍‌苦​‍‌，​‍‌没​‍‌想​‍‌到​‍‌这​‍‌么​‍‌苦​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌举​‍‌目​‍‌都​‍‌是​‍‌山​‍‌，​‍‌进​‍‌来​‍‌只​‍‌有​‍‌一​‍‌条​‍‌不​‍‌宽​‍‌的​‍‌水​‍‌泥​‍‌路​‍‌，​‍‌租​‍‌了​‍‌附​‍‌近​‍‌村​‍‌民​‍‌的​‍‌平​‍‌房​‍‌供​‍‌器​‍‌材​‍‌存​‍‌放​‍‌和​‍‌人​‍‌员​‍‌修​‍‌整​‍‌，​‍‌吃​‍‌的​‍‌是​‍‌大​‍‌锅​‍‌饭​‍‌，​‍‌从​‍‌山​‍‌下​‍‌搬​‍‌来​‍‌，​‍‌基​‍‌本​‍‌也​‍‌快​‍‌凉​‍‌了​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌是​‍‌主​‍‌演​‍‌，​‍‌也​‍‌只​‍‌分​‍‌到​‍‌一​‍‌间​‍‌又​‍‌老​‍‌又​‍‌旧​‍‌的​‍‌小​‍‌平​‍‌房​‍‌，​‍‌里​‍‌面​‍‌除​‍‌了​‍‌张​‍‌床​‍‌，​‍‌什​‍‌么​‍‌都​‍‌没​‍‌有​‍‌，​‍‌保​‍‌姆​‍‌车​‍‌就​‍‌更​‍‌别​‍‌想​‍‌了​‍‌，​‍‌平​‍‌时​‍‌要​‍‌喝​‍‌口​‍‌热​‍‌水​‍‌都​‍‌困​‍‌难​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌他​‍‌想​‍‌到​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌躺​‍‌在​‍‌那​‍‌间​‍‌湿​‍‌冷​‍‌发​‍‌霉​‍‌的​‍‌小​‍‌房​‍‌间​‍‌，​‍‌连​‍‌身​‍‌上​‍‌的​‍‌被​‍‌子​‍‌都​‍‌又​‍‌潮​‍‌又​‍‌旧​‍‌，​‍‌心​‍‌里​‍‌就​‍‌说​‍‌不​‍‌出​‍‌的​‍‌难​‍‌受​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌导​‍‌演​‍‌对​‍‌他​‍‌过​‍‌来​‍‌有​‍‌些​‍‌意​‍‌外​‍‌，​‍‌毕​‍‌竟​‍‌之​‍‌前​‍‌什​‍‌么​‍‌招​‍‌呼​‍‌都​‍‌没​‍‌打​‍‌就​‍‌突​‍‌然​‍‌过​‍‌来​‍‌了​‍‌，​‍‌不​‍‌过​‍‌他​‍‌对​‍‌于​‍‌顾​‍‌问​‍‌这​‍‌类​‍‌知​‍‌识​‍‌型​‍‌专​‍‌家​‍‌一​‍‌向​‍‌还​‍‌算​‍‌尊​‍‌重​‍‌，​‍‌单​‍‌独​‍‌出​‍‌去​‍‌和​‍‌他​‍‌抽​‍‌了​‍‌根​‍‌烟​‍‌顺​‍‌便​‍‌聊​‍‌聊​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌应​‍‌苍​‍‌林​‍‌用​‍‌的​‍‌借​‍‌口​‍‌，​‍‌是​‍‌自​‍‌己​‍‌来​‍‌贵​‍‌州​‍‌出​‍‌差​‍‌，​‍‌律​‍‌所​‍‌转​‍‌了​‍‌个​‍‌这​‍‌边​‍‌的​‍‌案​‍‌子​‍‌给​‍‌他​‍‌，​‍‌需​‍‌要​‍‌留​‍‌在​‍‌这​‍‌一​‍‌段​‍‌时​‍‌间​‍‌，​‍‌所​‍‌以​‍‌顺​‍‌便​‍‌来​‍‌剧​‍‌组​‍‌看​‍‌看​‍‌，​‍‌顺​‍‌便​‍‌也​‍‌发​‍‌展​‍‌下​‍‌娱​‍‌乐​‍‌圈​‍‌的​‍‌客​‍‌户​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌两​‍‌人​‍‌站​‍‌在​‍‌山​‍‌坎​‍‌上​‍‌，​‍‌远​‍‌处​‍‌一​‍‌片​‍‌连​‍‌碧​‍‌至​‍‌远​‍‌山​‍‌，​‍‌天​‍‌色​‍‌荒​‍‌凉​‍‌，​‍‌两​‍‌点​‍‌火​‍‌光​‍‌在​‍‌风​‍‌中​‍‌闪​‍‌烁​‍‌，​‍‌林​‍‌导​‍‌与​‍‌他​‍‌有​‍‌些​‍‌忘​‍‌年​‍‌交​‍‌的​‍‌意​‍‌思​‍‌，​‍‌动​‍‌作​‍‌老​‍‌练​‍‌地​‍‌一​‍‌口​‍‌吸​‍‌完​‍‌半​‍‌根​‍‌烟​‍‌，​‍‌叹​‍‌了​‍‌一​‍‌句​‍‌：​‍‌“​‍‌到​‍‌底​‍‌年​‍‌轻​‍‌，​‍‌正​‍‌是​‍‌好​‍‌时​‍‌候​‍‌啊​‍‌。​‍‌”
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌这​‍‌话​‍‌一​‍‌出​‍‌，​‍‌应​‍‌苍​‍‌林​‍‌就​‍‌知​‍‌道​‍‌林​‍‌导​‍‌看​‍‌出​‍‌来​‍‌了​‍‌，​‍‌也​‍‌是​‍‌，​‍‌放​‍‌着​‍‌好​‍‌好​‍‌的​‍‌首​‍‌都​‍‌不​‍‌待​‍‌，​‍‌跑​‍‌这​‍‌路​‍‌都​‍‌不​‍‌通​‍‌的​‍‌山​‍‌里​‍‌来​‍‌，​‍‌办​‍‌个​‍‌屁​‍‌的​‍‌案​‍‌子​‍‌，​‍‌发​‍‌展​‍‌个​‍‌屁​‍‌的​‍‌客​‍‌户​‍‌啊​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌林​‍‌导​‍‌这​‍‌样​‍‌搞​‍‌艺​‍‌术​‍‌的​‍‌，​‍‌沉​‍‌浮​‍‌多​‍‌年​‍‌，​‍‌导​‍‌演​‍‌的​‍‌眼​‍‌睛​‍‌就​‍‌是​‍‌最​‍‌毒​‍‌的​‍‌，​‍‌哪​‍‌里​‍‌瞒​‍‌得​‍‌过​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌既​‍‌然​‍‌不​‍‌是​‍‌为​‍‌了​‍‌利​‍‌，​‍‌自​‍‌然​‍‌就​‍‌是​‍‌为​‍‌了​‍‌情​‍‌，​‍‌不​‍‌是​‍‌应​‍‌苍​‍‌林​‍‌自​‍‌卖​‍‌自​‍‌夸​‍‌，​‍‌放​‍‌眼​‍‌整​‍‌个​‍‌剧​‍‌组​‍‌，​‍‌不​‍‌，​‍‌放​‍‌眼​‍‌整​‍‌个​‍‌演​‍‌艺​‍‌圈​‍‌，​‍‌只​‍‌有​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌值​‍‌得​‍‌他​‍‌这​‍‌么​‍‌折​‍‌腾​‍‌，​‍‌那​‍‌这​‍‌趟​‍‌到​‍‌底​‍‌为​‍‌了​‍‌谁​‍‌，​‍‌自​‍‌然​‍‌就​‍‌再​‍‌明​‍‌白​‍‌不​‍‌过​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌不​‍‌过​‍‌他​‍‌也​‍‌压​‍‌根​‍‌知​‍‌道​‍‌瞒​‍‌不​‍‌过​‍‌林​‍‌导​‍‌的​‍‌，​‍‌所​‍‌以​‍‌才​‍‌特​‍‌意​‍‌先​‍‌来​‍‌找​‍‌他​‍‌，​‍‌编​‍‌个​‍‌林​‍‌导​‍‌一​‍‌眼​‍‌看​‍‌穿​‍‌的​‍‌理​‍‌由​‍‌，​‍‌就​‍‌是​‍‌想​‍‌请​‍‌他​‍‌帮​‍‌自​‍‌己​‍‌在​‍‌剧​‍‌组​‍‌打​‍‌掩​‍‌护​‍‌，​‍‌也​‍‌探​‍‌探​‍‌底​‍‌，​‍‌摸​‍‌摸​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌的​‍‌情​‍‌况​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌他​‍‌没​‍‌废​‍‌话​‍‌，​‍‌直​‍‌接​‍‌把​‍‌话​‍‌题​‍‌引​‍‌向​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌的​‍‌情​‍‌况​‍‌，​‍‌林​‍‌导​‍‌直​‍‌白​‍‌地​‍‌说​‍‌：​‍‌“​‍‌倒​‍‌是​‍‌个​‍‌好​‍‌苗​‍‌子​‍‌，​‍‌有​‍‌天​‍‌分​‍‌，​‍‌也​‍‌努​‍‌力​‍‌，​‍‌之​‍‌前​‍‌磨​‍‌得​‍‌挺​‍‌好​‍‌，​‍‌但​‍‌最​‍‌近​‍‌状​‍‌态​‍‌不​‍‌行​‍‌。​‍‌”
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌“​‍‌要​‍‌进​‍‌戏​‍‌，​‍‌最​‍‌蠢​‍‌也​‍‌最​‍‌有​‍‌用​‍‌的​‍‌方​‍‌法​‍‌，​‍‌就​‍‌是​‍‌满​‍‌心​‍‌都​‍‌投​‍‌到​‍‌戏​‍‌里​‍‌面​‍‌，​‍‌戏​‍‌如​‍‌何​‍‌，​‍‌人​‍‌如​‍‌何​‍‌。​‍‌这​‍‌样​‍‌当​‍‌然​‍‌损​‍‌耗​‍‌大​‍‌，​‍‌但​‍‌效​‍‌果​‍‌也​‍‌好​‍‌。​‍‌”​‍‌林​‍‌导​‍‌吸​‍‌了​‍‌口​‍‌烟​‍‌，​‍‌继​‍‌续​‍‌说​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌“​‍‌虽​‍‌然​‍‌这​‍‌次​‍‌不​‍‌是​‍‌顺​‍‌拍​‍‌，​‍‌但​‍‌也​‍‌大​‍‌致​‍‌按​‍‌人​‍‌物​‍‌阶​‍‌段​‍‌分​‍‌的​‍‌场​‍‌，​‍‌之​‍‌前​‍‌那​‍‌段​‍‌戏​‍‌让​‍‌她​‍‌提​‍‌前​‍‌准​‍‌备​‍‌进​‍‌状​‍‌态​‍‌，​‍‌就​‍‌出​‍‌问​‍‌题​‍‌了​‍‌，​‍‌卡​‍‌戏​‍‌不​‍‌说​‍‌，​‍‌回​‍‌去​‍‌好​‍‌像​‍‌还​‍‌吐​‍‌了​‍‌，​‍‌这​‍‌样​‍‌影​‍‌响​‍‌到​‍‌进​‍‌度​‍‌就​‍‌有​‍‌点​‍‌麻​‍‌烦​‍‌了​‍‌，​‍‌你​‍‌来​‍‌了​‍‌也​‍‌好​‍‌，​‍‌处​‍‌理​‍‌下​‍‌她​‍‌的​‍‌问​‍‌题​‍‌。​‍‌”
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌导​‍‌演​‍‌要​‍‌统​‍‌筹​‍‌的​‍‌是​‍‌全​‍‌组​‍‌，​‍‌每​‍‌个​‍‌小​‍‌时​‍‌都​‍‌是​‍‌烧​‍‌钱​‍‌，​‍‌自​‍‌然​‍‌没​‍‌那​‍‌么​‍‌多​‍‌耐​‍‌心​‍‌来​‍‌做​‍‌演​‍‌员​‍‌的​‍‌心​‍‌理​‍‌保​‍‌姆​‍‌，​‍‌要​‍‌的​‍‌也​‍‌只​‍‌是​‍‌结​‍‌果​‍‌。
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