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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌“​‍‌也​‍‌可​‍‌能​‍‌是​‍‌每​‍‌个​‍‌假​‍‌期​‍‌我​‍‌每​‍‌天​‍‌在​‍‌医​‍‌院​‍‌和​‍‌家​‍‌里​‍‌来​‍‌回​‍‌，​‍‌你​‍‌说​‍‌你​‍‌忙​‍‌着​‍‌生​‍‌意​‍‌，​‍‌很​‍‌少​‍‌过​‍‌来​‍‌，​‍‌我​‍‌却​‍‌看​‍‌见​‍‌钱​‍‌夹​‍‌里​‍‌却​‍‌有​‍‌好​‍‌多​‍‌张​‍‌去​‍‌贵​‍‌州​‍‌的​‍‌往​‍‌返​‍‌车​‍‌票​‍‌。​‍‌”
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌“​‍‌也​‍‌可​‍‌能​‍‌是​‍‌我​‍‌发​‍‌现​‍‌，​‍‌连​‍‌你​‍‌给​‍‌的​‍‌家​‍‌里​‍‌生​‍‌活​‍‌费​‍‌的​‍‌卡​‍‌，​‍‌密​‍‌码​‍‌既​‍‌不​‍‌是​‍‌我​‍‌，​‍‌也​‍‌不​‍‌是​‍‌妈​‍‌妈​‍‌或​‍‌你​‍‌的​‍‌生​‍‌日​‍‌，​‍‌而​‍‌是​‍‌一​‍‌串​‍‌莫​‍‌名​‍‌其​‍‌妙​‍‌的​‍‌数​‍‌字​‍‌时​‍‌。​‍‌”
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌“​‍‌这​‍‌些​‍‌都​‍‌不​‍‌算​‍‌什​‍‌么​‍‌，​‍‌我​‍‌都​‍‌可​‍‌以​‍‌忍​‍‌耐​‍‌，​‍‌可​‍‌以​‍‌理​‍‌解​‍‌，​‍‌即​‍‌便​‍‌妈​‍‌妈​‍‌在​‍‌你​‍‌眼​‍‌里​‍‌，​‍‌是​‍‌堆​‍‌只​‍‌靠​‍‌呼​‍‌吸​‍‌机​‍‌维​‍‌持​‍‌的​‍‌死​‍‌肉​‍‌，​‍‌你​‍‌毕​‍‌竟​‍‌还​‍‌是​‍‌供​‍‌养​‍‌了​‍‌我​‍‌们​‍‌不​‍‌是​‍‌吗​‍‌？​‍‌你​‍‌喜​‍‌欢​‍‌别​‍‌人​‍‌，​‍‌惦​‍‌记​‍‌别​‍‌人​‍‌，​‍‌那​‍‌都​‍‌是​‍‌你​‍‌的​‍‌自​‍‌由​‍‌。​‍‌”
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌“​‍‌可​‍‌你​‍‌为​‍‌什​‍‌么​‍‌不​‍‌藏​‍‌好​‍‌一​‍‌点​‍‌呢​‍‌？​‍‌我​‍‌十​‍‌岁​‍‌的​‍‌时​‍‌候​‍‌，​‍‌就​‍‌发​‍‌现​‍‌了​‍‌你​‍‌和​‍‌这​‍‌个​‍‌女​‍‌人​‍‌的​‍‌合​‍‌照​‍‌，​‍‌落​‍‌款​‍‌时​‍‌间​‍‌甚​‍‌至​‍‌是​‍‌你​‍‌和​‍‌我​‍‌妈​‍‌结​‍‌婚​‍‌的​‍‌头​‍‌两​‍‌年​‍‌，​‍‌你​‍‌们​‍‌看​‍‌上​‍‌去​‍‌是​‍‌多​‍‌么​‍‌般​‍‌配​‍‌又​‍‌恩​‍‌爱​‍‌的​‍‌一​‍‌对​‍‌。​‍‌你​‍‌说​‍‌要​‍‌再​‍‌婚​‍‌的​‍‌时​‍‌候​‍‌，​‍‌我​‍‌才​‍‌知​‍‌道​‍‌，​‍‌原​‍‌来​‍‌是​‍‌她​‍‌，​‍‌原​‍‌来​‍‌一​‍‌直​‍‌都​‍‌是​‍‌她​‍‌，​‍‌连​‍‌照​‍‌片​‍‌上​‍‌的​‍‌时​‍‌间​‍‌都​‍‌和​‍‌陶​‍‌苍​‍‌林​‍‌的​‍‌年​‍‌纪​‍‌套​‍‌上​‍‌了​‍‌。​‍‌”
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌“​‍‌也​‍‌是​‍‌那​‍‌个​‍‌时​‍‌候​‍‌，​‍‌我​‍‌才​‍‌知​‍‌道​‍‌，​‍‌妈​‍‌妈​‍‌出​‍‌车​‍‌祸​‍‌的​‍‌时​‍‌候​‍‌，​‍‌为​‍‌什​‍‌么​‍‌是​‍‌在​‍‌去​‍‌贵​‍‌州​‍‌的​‍‌路​‍‌上​‍‌。​‍‌”
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌“​‍‌你​‍‌们​‍‌珠​‍‌胎​‍‌暗​‍‌结​‍‌，​‍‌破​‍‌镜​‍‌重​‍‌圆​‍‌的​‍‌狗​‍‌血​‍‌故​‍‌事​‍‌，​‍‌为​‍‌什​‍‌么​‍‌要​‍‌我​‍‌和​‍‌妈​‍‌妈​‍‌的​‍‌人​‍‌生​‍‌做​‍‌陪​‍‌衬​‍‌！​‍‌你​‍‌喜​‍‌欢​‍‌这​‍‌个​‍‌女​‍‌人​‍‌，​‍‌喜​‍‌欢​‍‌她​‍‌给​‍‌你​‍‌生​‍‌的​‍‌儿​‍‌子​‍‌，​‍‌为​‍‌什​‍‌么​‍‌当​‍‌初​‍‌不​‍‌坚​‍‌持​‍‌到​‍‌底​‍‌？​‍‌”
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌“​‍‌如​‍‌果​‍‌你​‍‌只​‍‌想​‍‌做​‍‌他​‍‌一​‍‌个​‍‌人​‍‌的​‍‌父​‍‌亲​‍‌，​‍‌为​‍‌什​‍‌么​‍‌不​‍‌干​‍‌脆​‍‌把​‍‌我​‍‌掐​‍‌死​‍‌！​‍‌”
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌说​‍‌到​‍‌后​‍‌来​‍‌，​‍‌已​‍‌经​‍‌完​‍‌全​‍‌失​‍‌去​‍‌控​‍‌制​‍‌，​‍‌只​‍‌靠​‍‌一​‍‌腔​‍‌义​‍‌愤​‍‌支​‍‌撑​‍‌着​‍‌单​‍‌薄​‍‌的​‍‌身​‍‌体​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌应​‍‌父​‍‌看​‍‌向​‍‌她​‍‌，​‍‌眼​‍‌睛​‍‌里​‍‌全​‍‌是​‍‌血​‍‌丝​‍‌，​‍‌整​‍‌个​‍‌人​‍‌似​‍‌乎​‍‌都​‍‌被​‍‌击​‍‌溃​‍‌了​‍‌，​‍‌喃​‍‌喃​‍‌道​‍‌：​‍‌“​‍‌所​‍‌以​‍‌你​‍‌要​‍‌报​‍‌复​‍‌？​‍‌”
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌笑​‍‌了​‍‌起​‍‌来​‍‌，​‍‌她​‍‌固​‍‌执​‍‌地​‍‌不​‍‌去​‍‌看​‍‌陶​‍‌苍​‍‌林​‍‌的​‍‌表​‍‌情​‍‌，​‍‌只​‍‌盯​‍‌着​‍‌父​‍‌亲​‍‌，​‍‌说​‍‌道​‍‌：​‍‌“​‍‌对​‍‌，​‍‌所​‍‌以​‍‌我​‍‌要​‍‌报​‍‌复​‍‌，​‍‌我​‍‌要​‍‌让​‍‌你​‍‌最​‍‌得​‍‌意​‍‌的​‍‌儿​‍‌子​‍‌，​‍‌沾​‍‌上​‍‌乱​‍‌伦​‍‌的​‍‌罪​‍‌，​‍‌和​‍‌我​‍‌一​‍‌样​‍‌，​‍‌只​‍‌配​‍‌生​‍‌活​‍‌在​‍‌阴​‍‌暗​‍‌的​‍‌角​‍‌落​‍‌。​‍‌”
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌“​‍‌你​‍‌知​‍‌道​‍‌吗​‍‌，​‍‌我​‍‌甚​‍‌至​‍‌都​‍‌不​‍‌准​‍‌他​‍‌戴​‍‌套​‍‌，​‍‌就​‍‌是​‍‌随​‍‌时​‍‌准​‍‌备​‍‌着​‍‌，​‍‌拿​‍‌精​‍‌斑​‍‌去​‍‌报​‍‌警​‍‌告​‍‌他​‍‌强​‍‌奸​‍‌。​‍‌”
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌她​‍‌疯​‍‌了​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌“​‍‌那​‍‌你​‍‌为​‍‌什​‍‌么​‍‌不​‍‌去​‍‌。​‍‌”
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌一​‍‌直​‍‌沉​‍‌默​‍‌的​‍‌陶​‍‌苍​‍‌林​‍‌终​‍‌于​‍‌开​‍‌口​‍‌，​‍‌嗓​‍‌子​‍‌哑​‍‌得​‍‌不​‍‌像​‍‌话​‍‌，​‍‌如​‍‌同​‍‌撕​‍‌扯​‍‌着​‍‌血​‍‌肉​‍‌一​‍‌样​‍‌艰​‍‌难​‍‌地​‍‌说​‍‌着​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌“​‍‌从​‍‌开​‍‌始​‍‌到​‍‌现​‍‌在​‍‌，​‍‌有​‍‌一​‍‌年​‍‌的​‍‌时​‍‌间​‍‌，​‍‌你​‍‌为​‍‌什​‍‌么​‍‌不​‍‌去​‍‌，​‍‌既​‍‌然​‍‌要​‍‌报​‍‌复​‍‌，​‍‌为​‍‌什​‍‌么​‍‌不​‍‌彻​‍‌底​‍‌些​‍‌，​‍‌为​‍‌什​‍‌么​‍‌拖​‍‌拖​‍‌拉​‍‌拉​‍‌到​‍‌现​‍‌在​‍‌。​‍‌”
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌他​‍‌的​‍‌口​‍‌气​‍‌并​‍‌不​‍‌激​‍‌动​‍‌，​‍‌但​‍‌强​‍‌行​‍‌压​‍‌抑​‍‌的​‍‌平​‍‌静​‍‌下​‍‌，​‍‌暗​‍‌涌​‍‌的​‍‌情​‍‌绪​‍‌已​‍‌经​‍‌快​‍‌到​‍‌死​‍‌线​‍‌，​‍‌顷​‍‌刻​‍‌便​‍‌要​‍‌崩​‍‌裂​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌没​‍‌有​‍‌转​‍‌头​‍‌，​‍‌没​‍‌有​‍‌看​‍‌他​‍‌一​‍‌眼​‍‌，​‍‌只​‍‌是​‍‌握​‍‌紧​‍‌了​‍‌拳​‍‌，​‍‌半​‍‌天​‍‌才​‍‌说​‍‌：​‍‌“​‍‌不​‍‌为​‍‌什​‍‌么​‍‌。​‍‌”
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌这​‍‌四​‍‌个​‍‌字​‍‌，​‍‌似​‍‌乎​‍‌点​‍‌燃​‍‌了​‍‌陶​‍‌苍​‍‌林​‍‌的​‍‌底​‍‌线​‍‌，​‍‌他​‍‌的​‍‌表​‍‌情​‍‌扭​‍‌曲​‍‌得​‍‌厉​‍‌害​‍‌，​‍‌要​‍‌冲​‍‌上​‍‌来​‍‌和​‍‌她​‍‌说​‍‌个​‍‌明​‍‌白​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌可​‍‌应​‍‌父​‍‌的​‍‌话​‍‌止​‍‌住​‍‌了​‍‌他​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌“​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌，​‍‌我​‍‌再​‍‌说​‍‌一​‍‌遍​‍‌，​‍‌没​‍‌有​‍‌人​‍‌欠​‍‌你​‍‌的​‍‌，​‍‌尤​‍‌其​‍‌是​‍‌林​‍‌林​‍‌，​‍‌他​‍‌也​‍‌不​‍‌是​‍‌你​‍‌的​‍‌弟​‍‌弟​‍‌，​‍‌他​‍‌没​‍‌有​‍‌罪​‍‌。​‍‌”
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌他​‍‌直​‍‌视​‍‌着​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌的​‍‌眼​‍‌睛​‍‌，​‍‌疲​‍‌惫​‍‌又​‍‌坚​‍‌定​‍‌地​‍‌说​‍‌。
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