('番外：背后（3200）
​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌在​‍‌「​‍‌孽​‍‌心​‍‌」​‍‌公​‍‌映​‍‌记​‍‌者​‍‌会​‍‌上​‍‌惊​‍‌天​‍‌一​‍‌言​‍‌的​‍‌第​‍‌二​‍‌百​‍‌一​‍‌十​‍‌三​‍‌天​‍‌，​‍‌宋​‍‌达​‍‌一​‍‌审​‍‌被​‍‌判​‍‌有​‍‌罪​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌是​‍‌在​‍‌手​‍‌机​‍‌上​‍‌看​‍‌到​‍‌跳​‍‌出​‍‌的​‍‌信​‍‌息​‍‌的​‍‌，​‍‌随​‍‌即​‍‌而​‍‌来​‍‌的​‍‌是​‍‌铺​‍‌天​‍‌盖​‍‌地​‍‌的​‍‌朋​‍‌友​‍‌的​‍‌安​‍‌慰​‍‌、​‍‌同​‍‌事​‍‌的​‍‌报​‍‌告​‍‌和​‍‌记​‍‌者​‍‌的​‍‌采​‍‌访​‍‌请​‍‌求​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌过​‍‌去​‍‌十​‍‌年​‍‌中​‍‌的​‍‌无​‍‌数​‍‌次​‍‌，​‍‌她​‍‌都​‍‌在​‍‌夜​‍‌里​‍‌咬​‍‌着​‍‌牙​‍‌，​‍‌咽​‍‌下​‍‌眼​‍‌泪​‍‌，​‍‌想​‍‌象​‍‌着​‍‌那​‍‌个​‍‌恶​‍‌魔​‍‌终​‍‌于​‍‌得​‍‌到​‍‌报​‍‌应​‍‌时​‍‌的​‍‌情​‍‌景​‍‌，​‍‌她​‍‌的​‍‌恨​‍‌意​‍‌成​‍‌了​‍‌爪​‍‌牙​‍‌，​‍‌一​‍‌丝​‍‌丝​‍‌将​‍‌血​‍‌肉​‍‌从​‍‌骨​‍‌架​‍‌上​‍‌扒​‍‌下​‍‌来​‍‌，​‍‌凌​‍‌迟​‍‌到​‍‌最​‍‌后​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌她​‍‌应​‍‌该​‍‌是​‍‌快​‍‌慰​‍‌的​‍‌，​‍‌应​‍‌该​‍‌被​‍‌复​‍‌仇​‍‌成​‍‌功​‍‌的​‍‌巨​‍‌大​‍‌快​‍‌感​‍‌淹​‍‌没​‍‌，​‍‌应​‍‌该​‍‌反​‍‌复​‍‌琢​‍‌磨​‍‌着​‍‌审​‍‌判​‍‌庭​‍‌上​‍‌的​‍‌宋​‍‌达​‍‌衰​‍‌败​‍‌的​‍‌皮​‍‌囊​‍‌和​‍‌一​‍‌夜​‍‌白​‍‌了​‍‌的​‍‌头​‍‌发​‍‌，​‍‌应​‍‌该​‍‌终​‍‌于​‍‌能​‍‌痛​‍‌饮​‍‌仇​‍‌人​‍‌血​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌可​‍‌奇​‍‌怪​‍‌的​‍‌是​‍‌，​‍‌她​‍‌并​‍‌没​‍‌有​‍‌什​‍‌么​‍‌特​‍‌别​‍‌的​‍‌感​‍‌觉​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌她​‍‌所​‍‌有​‍‌的​‍‌感​‍‌情​‍‌耗​‍‌在​‍‌那​‍‌次​‍‌惊​‍‌天​‍‌动​‍‌地​‍‌的​‍‌坦​‍‌白​‍‌中​‍‌，​‍‌那​‍‌种​‍‌感​‍‌觉​‍‌矛​‍‌盾​‍‌而​‍‌怪​‍‌异​‍‌，​‍‌她​‍‌的​‍‌灵​‍‌魂​‍‌在​‍‌尖​‍‌叫​‍‌，​‍‌身​‍‌体​‍‌在​‍‌颤​‍‌抖​‍‌，​‍‌甚​‍‌至​‍‌连​‍‌视​‍‌线​‍‌都​‍‌镀​‍‌上​‍‌一​‍‌层​‍‌模​‍‌糊​‍‌的​‍‌光​‍‌晕​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌可​‍‌她​‍‌不​‍‌能​‍‌崩​‍‌溃​‍‌，​‍‌她​‍‌把​‍‌所​‍‌有​‍‌超​‍‌载​‍‌的​‍‌情​‍‌绪​‍‌全​‍‌部​‍‌封​‍‌存​‍‌在​‍‌身​‍‌体​‍‌里​‍‌，​‍‌不​‍‌是​‍‌依​‍‌靠​‍‌理​‍‌智​‍‌而​‍‌是​‍‌依​‍‌靠​‍‌身​‍‌体​‍‌的​‍‌本​‍‌能​‍‌，​‍‌继​‍‌续​‍‌说​‍‌着​‍‌那​‍‌些​‍‌准​‍‌备​‍‌了​‍‌十​‍‌年​‍‌的​‍‌话​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌时​‍‌至​‍‌今​‍‌日​‍‌，​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌也​‍‌能​‍‌记​‍‌得​‍‌那​‍‌种​‍‌在​‍‌巨​‍‌大​‍‌情​‍‌绪​‍‌冲​‍‌击​‍‌下​‍‌，​‍‌仍​‍‌然​‍‌要​‍‌依​‍‌靠​‍‌快​‍‌速​‍‌飚​‍‌升​‍‌的​‍‌肾​‍‌上​‍‌腺​‍‌素​‍‌维​‍‌持​‍‌冷​‍‌静​‍‌的​‍‌感​‍‌觉​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌然​‍‌后​‍‌她​‍‌的​‍‌情​‍‌绪​‍‌被​‍‌一​‍‌波​‍‌一​‍‌波​‍‌地​‍‌消​‍‌耗​‍‌在​‍‌舆​‍‌论​‍‌不​‍‌断​‍‌的​‍‌起​‍‌伏​‍‌中​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌连​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌都​‍‌感​‍‌到​‍‌意​‍‌外​‍‌，​‍‌自​‍‌己​‍‌并​‍‌不​‍‌是​‍‌没​‍‌有​‍‌感​‍‌情​‍‌的​‍‌怪​‍‌物​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌尽​‍‌管​‍‌她​‍‌已​‍‌经​‍‌准​‍‌备​‍‌了​‍‌十​‍‌年​‍‌，​‍‌尽​‍‌管​‍‌应​‍‌苍​‍‌林​‍‌事​‍‌前​‍‌已​‍‌经​‍‌和​‍‌她​‍‌推​‍‌论​‍‌好​‍‌了​‍‌一​‍‌切​‍‌，​‍‌尽​‍‌管​‍‌她​‍‌认​‍‌为​‍‌自​‍‌己​‍‌足​‍‌够​‍‌坚​‍‌强​‍‌，​‍‌但​‍‌她​‍‌还​‍‌是​‍‌会​‍‌被​‍‌伤​‍‌害​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌在​‍‌任​‍‌何​‍‌平​‍‌台​‍‌的​‍‌搜​‍‌索​‍‌框​‍‌里​‍‌，​‍‌打​‍‌出​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌两​‍‌个​‍‌字​‍‌后​‍‌，​‍‌跳​‍‌出​‍‌来​‍‌的​‍‌不​‍‌再​‍‌是​‍‌她​‍‌的​‍‌作​‍‌品​‍‌，​‍‌她​‍‌这​‍‌么​‍‌多​‍‌年​‍‌的​‍‌努​‍‌力​‍‌，​‍‌她​‍‌获​‍‌得​‍‌的​‍‌各​‍‌种​‍‌奖​‍‌项​‍‌，​‍‌而​‍‌是​‍‌“​‍‌强​‍‌奸​‍‌”​‍‌、​‍‌“​‍‌荡​‍‌妇​‍‌”​‍‌、​‍‌“​‍‌私​‍‌生​‍‌女​‍‌”​‍‌、​‍‌“​‍‌小​‍‌三​‍‌”​‍‌、​‍‌“​‍‌捞​‍‌女​‍‌”​‍‌、​‍‌“​‍‌裸​‍‌戏​‍‌”​‍‌、​‍‌“​‍‌下​‍‌海​‍‌”​‍‌，​‍‌毫​‍‌无​‍‌依​‍‌据​‍‌的​‍‌传​‍‌言​‍‌也​‍‌被​‍‌安​‍‌在​‍‌了​‍‌她​‍‌身​‍‌上​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌她​‍‌出​‍‌席​‍‌颁​‍‌奖​‍‌典​‍‌礼​‍‌的​‍‌照​‍‌片​‍‌被​‍‌截​‍‌在​‍‌论​‍‌坛​‍‌里​‍‌评​‍‌头​‍‌论​‍‌足​‍‌，​‍‌以​‍‌前​‍‌被​‍‌誉​‍‌为​‍‌美​‍‌艳​‍‌的​‍‌礼​‍‌服​‍‌被​‍‌重​‍‌新​‍‌打​‍‌上​‍‌许​‍‌多​‍‌标​‍‌签​‍‌，​‍‌“​‍‌穿​‍‌这​‍‌么​‍‌少​‍‌，​‍‌真​‍‌不​‍‌愧​‍‌是​‍‌你​‍‌们​‍‌懂​‍‌的​‍‌吧​‍‌”​‍‌，​‍‌“​‍‌这​‍‌身​‍‌材​‍‌，​‍‌这​‍‌胸​‍‌，​‍‌这​‍‌腿​‍‌，​‍‌要​‍‌是​‍‌我​‍‌我​‍‌也​‍‌要​‍‌冲​‍‌，​‍‌五​‍‌年​‍‌不​‍‌亏​‍‌，​‍‌三​‍‌年​‍‌血​‍‌赚​‍‌啊​‍‌”​‍‌，​‍‌“​‍‌啧​‍‌啧​‍‌啧​‍‌，​‍‌虽​‍‌然​‍‌这​‍‌么​‍‌说​‍‌不​‍‌太​‍‌好​‍‌，​‍‌但​‍‌是​‍‌那​‍‌种​‍‌人​‍‌生​‍‌出​‍‌来​‍‌的​‍‌女​‍‌儿​‍‌，​‍‌基​‍‌因​‍‌里​‍‌都​‍‌带​‍‌着​‍‌缺​‍‌陷​‍‌的​‍‌吧​‍‌”​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌连​‍‌电​‍‌影​‍‌里​‍‌她​‍‌的​‍‌强​‍‌奸​‍‌戏​‍‌都​‍‌被​‍‌盗​‍‌摄​‍‌，​‍‌在​‍‌各​‍‌种app​‍‌里​‍‌以​‍‌不​‍‌见​‍‌光​‍‌的​‍‌方​‍‌式​‍‌流​‍‌传​‍‌着​‍‌，​‍‌甚​‍‌至​‍‌因​‍‌为​‍‌戏​‍‌虽​‍‌然​‍‌拍​‍‌得​‍‌写​‍‌实​‍‌，​‍‌但​‍‌她​‍‌实​‍‌际​‍‌上​‍‌并​‍‌没​‍‌有​‍‌裸​‍‌露​‍‌多​‍‌少​‍‌，​‍‌许​‍‌多​‍‌人​‍‌看​‍‌过​‍‌后​‍‌，​‍‌骂​‍‌她​‍‌假​‍‌清​‍‌高​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌这​‍‌些​‍‌人​‍‌完​‍‌全​‍‌忘​‍‌了​‍‌自​‍‌己​‍‌之​‍‌前​‍‌是​‍‌如​‍‌何​‍‌像​‍‌孙​‍‌子​‍‌一​‍‌样​‍‌在​‍‌各​‍‌种​‍‌平​‍‌台​‍‌搜​‍‌索​‍‌着​‍‌关​‍‌键​‍‌字​‍‌，​‍‌谄​‍‌媚​‍‌地​‍‌回​‍‌复​‍‌着​‍‌谢​‍‌谢​‍‌谢​‍‌谢​‍‌，​‍‌加​‍‌了​‍‌微​‍‌信​‍‌发​‍‌现​‍‌要​‍‌钱​‍‌后​‍‌，​‍‌立​‍‌刻​‍‌又​‍‌删​‍‌除​‍‌，​‍‌继​‍‌续​‍‌在​‍‌充​‍‌斥​‍‌廉​‍‌价​‍‌广​‍‌告​‍‌的​‍‌微​‍‌商​‍‌朋​‍‌友​‍‌圈​‍‌里​‍‌找​‍‌着​‍‌资​‍‌源​‍‌，​‍‌宁​‍‌愿​‍‌下​‍‌到​‍‌病​‍‌毒​‍‌，​‍‌也​‍‌要​‍‌不​‍‌花​‍‌钱​‍‌搞​‍‌点​‍‌盗​‍‌摄​‍‌的​‍‌非​‍‌法​‍‌资​‍‌源​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌最​‍‌后​‍‌，​‍‌骂​‍‌一​‍‌句​‍‌“​‍‌根​‍‌本​‍‌没​‍‌脱​‍‌多​‍‌少​‍‌嘛​‍‌，​‍‌婊​‍‌子​‍‌还​‍‌要​‍‌立​‍‌牌​‍‌坊​‍‌”​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌所​‍‌有​‍‌这​‍‌些​‍‌负​‍‌面​‍‌的​‍‌舆​‍‌论​‍‌，​‍‌一​‍‌波​‍‌波​‍‌地​‍‌涌​‍‌来​‍‌，​‍‌淹​‍‌没​‍‌站​‍‌在​‍‌风​‍‌暴​‍‌中​‍‌心​‍‌的​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌尽​‍‌管​‍‌心​‍‌有​‍‌准​‍‌备​‍‌，​‍‌尽​‍‌管​‍‌她​‍‌都​‍‌明​‍‌白​‍‌，​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌还​‍‌是​‍‌会​‍‌受​‍‌伤​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌她​‍‌一​‍‌边​‍‌劝​‍‌着​‍‌同​‍‌事​‍‌，​‍‌安​‍‌抚​‍‌着​‍‌应​‍‌苍​‍‌林​‍‌，​‍‌一​‍‌脸​‍‌无​‍‌关​‍‌痛​‍‌痒​‍‌地​‍‌说​‍‌着​‍‌不​‍‌要​‍‌试​‍‌图​‍‌完​‍‌全​‍‌压​‍‌抑​‍‌舆​‍‌论​‍‌的​‍‌另​‍‌一​‍‌面​‍‌，​‍‌自​‍‌己​‍‌是​‍‌靠​‍‌关​‍‌注​‍‌吃​‍‌饭​‍‌的​‍‌明​‍‌星​‍‌，​‍‌被​‍‌议​‍‌论​‍‌再​‍‌正​‍‌常​‍‌不​‍‌过​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌一​‍‌边​‍‌在​‍‌夜​‍‌晚​‍‌无​‍‌端​‍‌醒​‍‌来​‍‌，​‍‌在​‍‌黑​‍‌暗​‍‌里​‍‌好​‍‌久​‍‌才​‍‌能​‍‌睡​‍‌着​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌瞒​‍‌得​‍‌过​‍‌所​‍‌有​‍‌人​‍‌，​‍‌同​‍‌事​‍‌、​‍‌合​‍‌作​‍‌方​‍‌、​‍‌媒​‍‌体​‍‌、​‍‌粉​‍‌丝​‍‌，​‍‌可​‍‌她​‍‌瞒​‍‌不​‍‌过​‍‌应​‍‌苍​‍‌林​‍‌，​‍‌这​‍‌她​‍‌自​‍‌己​‍‌也​‍‌知​‍‌道​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌或​‍‌许​‍‌是​‍‌因​‍‌为​‍‌没​‍‌有​‍‌人​‍‌比​‍‌应​‍‌苍​‍‌林​‍‌靠​‍‌她​‍‌更​‍‌近​‍‌，​‍‌或​‍‌许​‍‌是​‍‌因​‍‌为​‍‌没​‍‌有​‍‌人​‍‌会​‍‌这​‍‌样​‍‌满​‍‌眼​‍‌都​‍‌是​‍‌她​‍‌，​‍‌了​‍‌解​‍‌她​‍‌每​‍‌个​‍‌动​‍‌作​‍‌背​‍‌后​‍‌的​‍‌情​‍‌绪​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌应​‍‌苍​‍‌林​‍‌没​‍‌有​‍‌说​‍‌什​‍‌么​‍‌，​‍‌他​‍‌不​‍‌想​‍‌让​‍‌自​‍‌己​‍‌也​‍‌成​‍‌为​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌需​‍‌要​‍‌处​‍‌理​‍‌的​‍‌情​‍‌绪​‍‌之​‍‌一​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌即​‍‌便​‍‌在​‍‌这​‍‌样​‍‌的​‍‌情​‍‌况​‍‌下​‍‌，​‍‌也​‍‌装​‍‌作​‍‌不​‍‌在​‍‌意​‍‌的​‍‌样​‍‌子​‍‌，​‍‌这​‍‌是​‍‌她​‍‌多​‍‌年​‍‌竖​‍‌起​‍‌来​‍‌的​‍‌屏​‍‌障​‍‌，​‍‌一​‍‌直​‍‌保​‍‌护​‍‌她​‍‌破​‍‌碎​‍‌不​‍‌堪​‍‌的​‍‌心​‍‌安​‍‌全​‍‌走​‍‌到​‍‌今​‍‌天​‍‌，​‍‌牢​‍‌固​‍‌坚​‍‌硬​‍‌，​‍‌冰​‍‌山​‍‌不​‍‌化​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌只​‍‌是​‍‌不​‍‌知​‍‌什​‍‌么​‍‌时​‍‌候​‍‌，​‍‌林​‍‌林​‍‌似​‍‌乎​‍‌无​‍‌声​‍‌地​‍‌站​‍‌在​‍‌了​‍‌这​‍‌道​‍‌屏​‍‌障​‍‌后​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌他​‍‌不​‍‌会​‍‌问​‍‌应​‍‌白​‍‌伤​‍‌心​‍‌吗​‍‌，​‍‌不​‍‌会​‍‌问​‍‌她​‍‌累​‍‌吗​‍‌，​‍‌也​‍‌不​‍‌会​‍‌安​‍‌慰​‍‌她​‍‌、​‍‌说​‍‌些​‍‌好​‍‌听​‍‌的​‍‌话​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌他​‍‌只​‍‌是​‍‌向​‍‌警​‍‌方​‍‌提​‍‌供​‍‌了​‍‌这​‍‌么​‍‌多​‍‌年​‍‌来​‍‌他​‍‌搜​‍‌集​‍‌的​‍‌宋​‍‌达​‍‌各​‍‌任​‍‌任​‍‌职​‍‌经​‍‌历​‍‌中​‍‌，​‍‌所​‍‌有​‍‌可​‍‌能​‍‌的​‍‌犯​‍‌罪​‍‌行​‍‌为​‍‌，​‍‌从​‍‌贪​‍‌污​‍‌受​‍‌贿​‍‌、​‍‌行​‍‌贿​‍‌到​‍‌虚​‍‌假​‍‌招​‍‌标​‍‌，​‍‌从​‍‌性​‍‌贿​‍‌赂​‍‌交​‍‌易​‍‌到​‍‌性​‍‌骚​‍‌扰​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌不​‍‌是​‍‌从​‍‌最​‍‌近​‍‌才​‍‌开​‍‌始​‍‌，​‍‌而​‍‌是​‍‌从​‍‌几​‍‌年​‍‌前​‍‌就​‍‌开​‍‌始​‍‌的​‍‌调​‍‌查​‍‌，​‍‌掌​‍‌握​‍‌了​‍‌即​‍‌便​‍‌是​‍‌警​‍‌方​‍‌都​‍‌难​‍‌以​‍‌一​‍‌时​‍‌收​‍‌集​‍‌全​‍‌的​‍‌线​‍‌索​‍‌，​‍‌尽​‍‌管​‍‌由​‍‌于​‍‌身​‍‌份​‍‌限​‍‌制​‍‌，​‍‌应​‍‌苍​‍‌林​‍‌无​‍‌法​‍‌调​‍‌取​‍‌和​‍‌收​‍‌集​‍‌到​‍‌决​‍‌定​‍‌性​‍‌证​‍‌据​‍‌，​‍‌但​‍‌他​‍‌提​‍‌供​‍‌的​‍‌线​‍‌索​‍‌足​‍‌以​‍‌让​‍‌警​‍‌方​‍‌打​‍‌开​‍‌局​‍‌面​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌连​‍‌那​‍‌位​‍‌最​‍‌关​‍‌键​‍‌的​‍‌受​‍‌害​‍‌者​‍‌重​‍‌新​‍‌报​‍‌案​‍‌，​‍‌也​‍‌是​‍‌应​‍‌苍​‍‌林​‍‌避​‍‌开​‍‌了​‍‌所​‍‌有​‍‌人​‍‌先​‍‌找​‍‌到​‍‌她​‍‌的​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌贫​‍‌穷​‍‌、​‍‌清​‍‌秀​‍‌、​‍‌不​‍‌自​‍‌信​‍‌，​‍‌小​‍‌地​‍‌方​‍‌来​‍‌的​‍‌女​‍‌孩​‍‌，​‍‌成​‍‌为​‍‌宋​‍‌达​‍‌这​‍‌么​‍‌多​‍‌年​‍‌下​‍‌手​‍‌的​‍‌类​‍‌型​‍‌，​‍‌方​‍‌芳​‍‌也​‍‌不​‍‌意​‍‌外​‍‌，​‍‌她​‍‌当​‍‌时​‍‌还​‍‌在​‍‌读​‍‌大​‍‌学​‍‌，​‍‌靠​‍‌着​‍‌贫​‍‌困​‍‌生​‍‌助​‍‌学​‍‌金​‍‌才​‍‌交​‍‌的​‍‌学​‍‌费​‍‌，​‍‌她​‍‌没​‍‌有​‍‌力​‍‌量​‍‌能​‍‌够​‍‌与​‍‌行​‍‌业​‍‌翘​‍‌楚​‍‌的​‍‌宋​‍‌达​‍‌较​‍‌量​‍‌，​‍‌甚​‍‌至​‍‌在​‍‌试​‍‌图​‍‌报​‍‌警​‍‌后​‍‌，​‍‌被​‍‌挤​‍‌掉​‍‌了​‍‌助​‍‌学​‍‌金​‍‌名​‍‌额​‍‌，​‍‌实​‍‌习​‍‌学​‍‌分​‍‌也​‍‌没​‍‌有​‍‌拿​‍‌到​‍‌，​‍‌连​‍‌毕​‍‌业​‍‌都​‍‌成​‍‌了​‍‌问​‍‌题​‍‌，​‍‌找​‍‌工​‍‌作​‍‌也​‍‌屡​‍‌屡​‍‌碰​‍‌壁​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌所​‍‌以​‍‌方​‍‌芳​‍‌屈​‍‌服​‍‌了​‍‌，​‍‌翻​‍‌了​‍‌供​‍‌，​‍‌毕​‍‌业​‍‌找​‍‌了​‍‌和​‍‌专​‍‌业​‍‌无​‍‌关​‍‌的​‍‌工​‍‌作​‍‌以​‍‌微​‍‌薄​‍‌的​‍‌薪​‍‌水​‍‌糊​‍‌口​‍‌，​‍‌一​‍‌点​‍‌点​‍‌还​‍‌着​‍‌助​‍‌学​‍‌贷​‍‌款​‍‌。
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​‍‌​‍‌​‍‌应​‍‌苍​‍‌林​‍‌两​‍‌年​‍‌前​‍‌找​‍‌到​‍‌了​‍‌她​‍‌，​‍‌可​‍‌女​‍‌孩​‍‌态​‍‌度​‍‌激​‍‌烈​‍‌地​‍‌否​‍‌认​‍‌了​‍‌被​‍‌性​‍‌侵​‍‌的​‍‌事​‍‌，​‍‌几​‍‌近​‍‌崩​‍‌溃​‍‌地​‍‌将​‍‌他​‍‌赶​‍‌走​‍‌，​‍‌应​‍‌苍​‍‌林​‍‌没​‍‌有​‍‌再​‍‌勉​‍‌强​‍‌，​‍‌只​‍‌是​‍‌悄​‍‌悄​‍‌以​‍‌自​‍‌师​‍‌兄​‍‌的​‍‌名​‍‌义​‍‌找​‍‌理​‍‌由​‍‌替​‍‌她​‍‌还​‍‌掉​‍‌了​‍‌贷​‍‌款​‍‌，​‍‌然​‍‌后​‍‌介​‍‌绍​‍‌了​‍‌一​‍‌份​‍‌不​‍‌错​‍‌的​‍‌工​‍‌作​‍‌。
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