自己也放松一下吧。

确实，写个论文很耗心力的，写起来也很烦的，导致我写的过程中看了个电视剧，真恶心，以后不能这样，要一鼓作气的搞定，虽然心里会恶心，但也不能这样吊儿郎当的，弄的不舒服。

另外，是我敏感吗？一直以来，我都不在乎，觉得只要你能开心就好，不会想那么多。可能是南方人的特性吧，和北方还是有些区别的，只是我最受不了，自己不在乎，最后竟然会……

哎，阴影，最俗的东西，最不喜欢提，以后分清楚吧，省得留下遗留问题，最后恶心人。

抱着互相理解的态度吧。

不想说出来，可是一直有人逼我说出来，真是打击啊。

只是不想提，也确实，生活就在柴米油盐中也！

02 颜苓：dream a dream(20090430 12:18:13)

colourful， dreamful， days have passed， now， i have to wake up， to go back to the original life. maybe i'm now more sensetive for the the health sake， but just because of that， i can see more， think more， and more clearly.

calling back the memoris， a flow of hurt filled me. i think， slowly and slowly， i can gradually care those wounds， which is so sweet. happily living for nearly 20 years without any worry or hurtfulness， i believe i can make it， even thougth i had no such experience for so long.

the dreams have gone.

still， father's words support me. but in the dream， i've forgot. thanks， dad.

future， ahead.

i move ahead， own.